Ever so often there’s a seasonal shift that feels really important. I think it comes around the times when I feel ready to move on. Sometimes it happens when I’m not ready though. When I’m grasping onto something that I don’t want to be apart of that is coming to the forefront of my life and then getting to figure that out in the process of being myself. It’s interesting.
I think I’m a person who wants to get a feel for what is happening and really get into life with it. I think that there’s something that feels shapeless that’s sort of emerging in me and then I get to feel it deeper and more and it’s there and here we are together and then I get to be apart of the process of becoming someone else, or maybe more myself. Somewhere that is happening with the “pro-ballers” (the people who are reaching deeply for the thing, i know a couple of them).
It’s interesting to be apart of the process of becoming myself. I think it’s hard to realize I still have a lot of blind spots that can only be worked out through community. That’s really humbling. I know that there’s a lot for me to do and be and become, but I just need to learn how it all works together. I want to be apart of it and a part of the movement through my life that resonates the deepest and truest within me.
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