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And after all that, there’s still the understanding that the moments I share here are a part of a greater undertaking. The decisions that I make are part of an invitation to the harmony in motion that is woven into my being. Under no circumstances is that whisper extinguished, although often overpowered by the prevailingContinue reading “01.21.25”

the quiet and slowness of life carries truth in it’s chest. rivers to the ocean. a stone in your stream. my rough edges being smoothed as i am washed in this current. cast directly on a tempest of wanting and frustrated hopes. of the banal and ribald. called back to that quiet current in theContinue reading “01.08.25”

forgetting isn’t the worst thing. i wonder if it’s just the natural way in which we protect ourselves from the pain that (sometimes) is existing here. it just feels like sometimes that’s the way it goes. it’s like when the sun hits your eyes directly and there’s that moment of white out and the edgesContinue reading “party”

there’s something to be said for just sending it and sorting the rest out later.  later on.  not in the way that procrastination orients a person to desire. that has more to do with self sabotage, i think. but there’s this other part that is more about stepping into the elixir of life and allowing Continue reading “dripping light”

ink blot. can’t erase that. churning stomach. vomit. eyes like fire, listless and unfocused scribble it down quick the feeling won’t last bracing against the edge of a desire once the words are out you can’t take them back furnace for a loss of hope burning together i wish. i was wondering if. i hoped.Continue reading “natural disaster”

kendrick said clout chasin’ hell of a disease brother. i definitely have thought about that a lot after he said that. like it’s something where i see it as an energy which informs the way one relates to the self that allows self actualization and desire to be informed by pride, envy and a binaryContinue reading “clout chasin’”

sometimes it doesn’t feel the way i want it to and i have to step back and look at why that is. not in the sense that everything has to feel good. (i didn’t say that was how i wanted it to feel). i think what i mean is that i sometimes don’t understand whatContinue reading “no one”

Life has been shifting a lot in the past month. I got back from my trip to the midwest (last time i posted on here i was on my way out there) and immediately had my car broken into the first night i was back in santa cruz. (my laptop, which i use for dailyContinue reading “lately”

I’ve been having this experience lately where I am sort of brought back into a memory through the engagement with a familiar context. Like I know this is sort of just like saying when you revisit a place that you have been absent from for some time and you are in that specific area ofContinue reading “30”

everything. or maybe just most things. broken thoughts or maybe they just are not fully formed yet. maybe just floating out in the expanse and then coming back into the moment in a way that i can type them into this thinkpad. working with the now through engaging what comes. it’s not that there’s somethingContinue reading “a body at rest”